These last few weeks have been a bit manic. A new job, planning a big party from a state away, having parties of our own, and going out for many birthday dinners, all whilst trying to maintain a normal life. Sometimes, that’s a bit too much to fit in. The Sydney sky seems to be matching my thought processes, by going from warm to cold, dry to tipping down rain, calm to unsettled.
All of that craziness was topped off with a phone call at midnight, that was essentially just a call to get me to agree with somebody else’s plan of action. And although I didn’t agree with it, and gave my own opinion several times, the phone call just wouldn’t end till I finally said, “Sure; do that then”.
Sometimes, at midnight, the easiest path is the best option, even when I don’t agree with it. And coffee is sometimes the only thing that gets me by the next day…
BUT. This weekend will soon be here and gone. There will be no more planning of parties where I get my hands tied by others going on power trips, and there will definitely be no more managing of differing personalities and opinions. I have moved to a different city, so it’s time that I removed myself fully from that situation. They can’t keep relying on me to fix their issues, and I cannot keep allowing myself to be dragged down by it.
Monday coming brings a new month, a new season, and (because I have decided it’s so), a new outlook on life. Helloooo springtime!
Hopefully the tone around here will be lighter the next time I write. Thanks for listening to me vent. Sometimes, you just need to get it out of your brain, and into the universe. Sending you all bright thoughts for the weekend! xx